Demi Lovato - Heart Attack (Official Video)

i found my song for u.


Puttin’ my defences up
‘Cause I don’t wanna fall in love
If I ever did that
I think I’d have a heart attack

Never put my love out on the line
Never said yes to the right guy
Never had trouble getting what I want
But when it comes to you, I’m never good enough
When I don’t care
I can play ‘em like a Ken doll
Won’t wash my hair
Then make 'em bounce like a basketball

But you make me wanna act like a girl
Paint my nails and wear high heels
Yea you, make me so nervous
That I just can’t hold your hand

Chorus:
You make me glow, but I cover up
Won’t let it show, so I’m
Puttin’ my defences up
Cause I don’t wanna fall in love
If I ever did that
I think I’d have a heart attack (x3)

Never break a sweat for the other guys
When you come around, I get paralyzed
And everytime I try to be myself
It comes out wrong like a cry for help
It’s just not fair
Pain’s more trouble than love is worth
I gasp for air
It feels so good, but you know it hurts

But you make me wanna act like a girl
Paint my nails and wear perfume
For you, make me so nervous
That I just can’t hold your hand

chrorus.

The feelings got lost in my lungs
They’re burning, I’d rather be numb
And there’s no one else to blame
So scared I take off and I run
I’m flying too close to the sun
And I burst into flames

chrorus.

Do not waiver

Aiming for the stars remains a crave
However, the thin air may choke the passion
If only the Owner lends me a sure portal to get there

As practiced, i pinned a timetable in my study area
Placing the wall clock in the most visible spot
Deactivating my FB account temporarily, a wise idea, maybe

What a joy not to know everything
And that hope that the end is a sure victory is a constant push
More faith, more prayer and more participation, i love to keep

My faith is like Christopher, fragile
But always safe in the hands of the gentle Master
Delay is part of the journey but like the doll, life is cute :)

lingaw japun, praise God for the will to keep on :)

Romans 8:28