who i thought would be my next inspiration is now taken
i have decided that i will have no crushes again
not unless he is courting me and he is a potential lifetime mate
for now, no more crushes, no more ideal men
just praying, plain prayers to be found
to the one i used to love, my first love in fact
i am sending out all signs inviting you to come back
call it selfish but this is my way of fighting hard what we had
if you will not remember my name then you would not remember our love
this is the last year that I will wait for you cause when I close the door, there is no more
