GRACED

i spent years in prayer for love to find its home in my heart,
the waiting was long that the desire faded,
getting cold in romance came in season after season,
then came you

you who is not necessarily approved by some who care about me,
you who is not free of yesterday's mistakes,
you who is dragged by your past,
yet, it is you who God gave me

with love from up above, i see you as you are
with heavenly mercy, none of your past i cannot accept
with grace I learned from God, there is hope of "us"
with God, there's a beautiful "us" and a strong "us" to last

tomorrow is not promised to anyone
but if there is, it is my prayer is for God to sustain "us"
we are both imperfect yet deeply loved by Christ
may God and His will keep "us" growing in love

i am not crazy in love,
what i have is a clear decision and conviction to love you
it is my deepest desire though all will come into place,
that our families, friends and other relationships will celebrate too and
pray our "us"

we may be facing challenges yet we shall not let them overcome us

LOVE is

SNAP

what i thought a chance of love that will last a lifetime,
it ended just like that
while i am the one who initiated the break-up,
it feels like you were just waiting for the proposal

i am once again picking myself from being torn apart
and i am being blamed for its failure to work
why it always have to be me and me alone
when it takes two to tango

so the poem writing begins
in lines and words i can pour my heart out
i'll keep on until the bleeding stops
it is not that i do not love anymore but i cannot continue when hope is out of grasp

Bulalo

It is not basic

How am is supposed to tell him that i am more scared than happy?
How can he know that with him my flesh soars but my spirit sinks to the bottom?
I cannot dwell in a relationship that draws me away from God.
I cannot keep a commitment that makes my soul weary because sin.


When loving God for him is basic, its everything for me;
When he has foundation only, I have built a tower of it;
How he could not see that he is pulling me down?
Maybe because he does not what true love is


True love is founded on God;
True love is drawn from God;
True love is nourished by God;
True love seeks God first and God has the last word.

MULI

Heto nanaman tayo sa yugto ng buhay na may magpapalipad hangin tapos ang kabuuan ay panay biro. Higit sa lahat ay tulad ito noong una, hindi kami pareho ng pananampalataya. Maaring kilala nya si Hesus pero di ko nararamdamang tunay nya ngang mahal ito at ayaw kong makipagrelasyon at antayin kung kelan uusbong ang ang malalim at matibay na pagsamba sa Dios.

EXTENDED LIFE

This list was taken from Reader's Digest. 

1. Funny people are those who are most serious when in love.
    (very true)
2. Did you know that every time you see your crush, your life extends for 4 hours?
3. According to a study, when you find out that someone likes you, a little part of you starts to like back even if you have no feelings before.
4. When someone gives you a nickname, it means you are important to that person.
5. When a woman's ring has the same size with the man's little finger they are meant to be. (no way of knowing)


Benefit of item number 2 urges me to be on a hunt hahahaha

Future husband March 2018

Dear Future Husband,


Hello to you, I am sorry that the last update has been a while it is because my year started with a bang of deadlines to meet plus my last two subjects in graduate school are real demanding. My unlimited busyness could be the reason why we have not met yet because it will be struggle making time for you. On the other hand, the soonest you will come around, I'll adjust my priorities-- that's a promise and more of duty to fulfill.

I may have no idea what you are doing now but i hope you are in good shape especially your mood. Me here is committed to stay patient at all times. By the way, I barely see our dog because tatay brought him home, I manage to go home at least once a week to  bond with him.

In addition to my already loaded schedule was an invitation to speak before 150 graduates of the D.A.R.E program where my friend, Julie, accompanied me . I hope they'd remember all that I've told them. One of these days, I'll post here all the speeches I've prepared. On our way home from Tacurong, we dropped by Blooming Petals of Tupi. The hanky on my back made me look a hunchback hehe The long drive i had made my left foot sore that i had to skip classes. I finished the day cleaning up my room.  Before i forgot, I am having another dog soon because heaven's mom gave birth per info of my boss. Have fun wherever you are my dearest and never forgot to nourish your relationship with the Lord.