to trust you words is a leap of faith
specially when i am feeling otherwise
what had been strong and consistent before is now fading slowly
i am not sure if you fully considered me saying "sorry"
the coldness from your end never failed to strike me
am i at fault again in not believing that everything is ok?
cause if it were true, then why does the ice keep piling up?
despite all these, i'll try to hang on more
with you, i learned that i am impatient and selfish
and i am sorry that you suffered from all of which
despite that, i am glad that you stick around
indeed you did not leave but you did not promise that you will stay
i bet, you were just waiting till i become stable and okay
i cannot blame you if you walk away
whenever i fall, i know that i have to get up,
i have to shed tears and try once again
but i do not know if it would be with you then
your silence simply does not communicate care
take your time in reconsidering everything.
as for me,
i am sorry for all the hurting words and decisions my dear
pic taken from thepinkbrickroad.com
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