Sunday, November 2, 2014

accountability partners

friends are always counted as blessings from above :-)

After church, it was great to hang out with Niel and Luli. As friends, we are accountable to each other. When circumstances are overwhelming, prayer remains to be the best thing to do. What's next? I'll cross the bridge later as the Lord leads.




Luli and Co-uling. See you later sa birthday celebration of kuya Jun and Jojo. Kalimutan muna ang diet :-)

Saturday, November 1, 2014

HILING

THIS is a bloggathon hahaha, i am having fun with it :-) so i'll keep going.


Sinong mag-aakala na ang isang ordinaryong araw ay itinakda
Upang ang dalwang tao ay sisimulan ang magpakailanman
Sa unay walang inaasahan kundi trabaho lang
Ngunit sa paglipas ng panahon ikaw ay di lumisan

Sa dalas ng pag-uusap, aso, politika at bituin ay di nakaligtas
Higit sa lahat, ang Panginoon ang inuuna sa bawat pagkakataon
Pambungad sa araw ay panalangin anupay sasarhan ng ganoon din
Mga gawing magpapatibay sa ating pananampalataya

Di ko ikaka-ila mi nagbago na sa aking nadarama
Mahal kong kaibigan, puso ko sanay iyong pagkaingatan
Ano man ang mangyari, huwag mong kakalimutan
Mas mahal ka ng nasa itaas at Sya ang iyong number one fan

Kapag kasama ka, ako ay panatag at masaya
Siguro nga ikaw ay mahal na at ayokong ikay mawawala
kaya lang, di ako sigurado kung mi aasahan
Dios lang ang nakakaalam

kung mi hihilingin man ako........... will continue this later :-) mi kailangang uunahin


MI MGA BAGAY NA BAGAY DI KO MAN NAPAGTANTONG MANGYAYARI
AT DI KO MAN KONTROL ANG MGA SUSUNOD NA KABANATA
PERO BUO AND TIWALA KO SA DIOS NA ITOY KANYANG MAITATAMA

PATULOY SA PAGSASA-ITAAS ANG PINAKAMAINAN NA GAWIN
DI PANGUNGUNAHAN ANG MGA NASA UNAHAN
KAPANATAGAN SA LOOB NAWAY PATULOY NA ANGKIN

SABIK MAN AKONG MALAMAN ANONG MERON BUKAS
TAMA NA ANG NGAYON PARA DAMHIN ANG KANYANG PAG-UNAWA
O DIOS, HAWAK KAMAY TAYO LAGI HA? MWAH!

ANG SARAP MABUHAY NA WALANG PANGAMBA
PUNAN MO SANA LAGI ANG AMING PAG-IISIP AT PUSO NG MGA BAGAY NA SA IYO
SA BAWAT DESISYON NAMIN IKAW O DIOS AMA ANG MANGUNA



Here is an excerpt of an article by JP:

The way to nip worrying in the bud is to do what our Lord Jesus, the Prince of Peace said, in Philippians 4:6-7:

Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and
supplication, with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God;
and the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will
guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.

Friend, make a choice to not worry. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid (John 14:27). When there is something you are concerned about, bring it to the Lord in prayer. Just tell Him about the problem and cast your cares to Him, knowing that He cares for you (1 Peter 5:7). Then, thank Him that He has heard you and is doing something about the problem.

If you do this and cast every care to the Lord whenever you start to worry, “the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus," and you’ll soon find a fresh supply of grace abounding toward you.





Friday, October 31, 2014

the best policy

it would be a lie if i'll keep saying that i do not mind
however, i'm having less of it as the day goes by
survival then is the instinct

Shakespeare has my spine
Words, phrases, and songs shout the line
this freedom of love i long to have

to God, my plea is consistent
let Your will be done
orchestrate our destiny


Yes, it is true. I am in a difficult situation now as depicted obviously in my previous posts and on this one. I am in the process of shaking off things that are not for me to inquire about simply because the answers thereto are hidden in the passage of time. My mind is flooded with questions which i cannot address by myself and the person who could is distant or shall i say missing.

Yes, i ask for your kindness to lift us up in prayer. May all these pains turn into bliss, though not instantly, but at least the trouble becomes less on each passing day.

No, you are wrong, i am not running away from it for i have just admitted that i am struggling to overcome this ugly feeling of uncertainty and rejection. In facing it though, I have to season my efforts with positive thinking and high hopes that an extremely good lesson will rise from the situation knowing that God allowed me to swim on it. This is a challenge for acceptance. I have to accept the fact that i am already in the middle of this twist or detour and i need wisdom to get back on the right track. The right road may mean being on my own again or with someone who is free and willing to start off again. Being put to test is a good way to come off pure, renewed and restored.

We are all humans, we commit mistakes but it is not the end of it for if we let God to instruct us how to fix them then the mess will just be history. We should remain blessed knowing the Lord's promises where one of them is Romans 8:28
And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are the called according to His purpose.


That's right, it is very comforting to know that ALL things whether GOOD or BAD can be used by God for the good of that person who loves Him and is called according to His purpose. At the end of the road, the sure conclusion is that God is good and His love never fails.

picture taken from awakeningcoachingtraining.com


let love overflow! aja!

Thursday, October 30, 2014

oh heart of mine



pic taken from www.semidoppel.com


oh heart of mine, can't you be more patient?
if only i can massage you to ease your pain
please follow what the mind tells you
cooperate now and feel no more blues

oh heart of mine, just go about it
it'll be a bliss-loaded journey later
ignore what you cannot understand
behave now otherwise your eyes will never run dry

how could waiting be so heart-breaking?
does a need for time and space mean goodbye?
who can tell till i hear it then
as for now, plz be strong oh heart of mine


http://www.semidoppel.com/marry-me-morbidly-funny-love-talk/4438
now that's a cute love-talk link

UPDATE

I was in the office when i took that picture by myself "selfie". Obviously, i had my hair colored. Lately, i've been exerting efforts to trim down because the wedding day of my friend is fast-approaching. I do not jog everyday especially when it rains that is why the set goal is slow to realize. I intend to intensify it by November by not eating rice at night and by maximizing the amazing twister.

it is not about the wedding alone, the call to be healthy is ringing loud and i'm getting conscious and uncomfy of my looks. PLUS, my heart is struggling over something, it is best to channel my focus on something else worthwhile. However, i cannot let the confusion of someone rob my joy. i would surely endeavor to keep that smile in the picture, by God's grace of course.

we parted ways hearing him say that i already knew his decision. honestly, i do not know it. I am also confused but there is no way that i'll be eaten by it because i need focus in my work. Yes, it is extra-difficult not to think about it but thanks to God that i am coping.



in this turmoil i am in
the best thing to do is to keep praying
i may not be the author of it
but entrusting it to Christ surely helps

waiting is always not comfortable
but it is God's way of saying that He is in control
all those questions making my nape cold
to surrender them all to God is a call

this is surely just for a season,
yeah, struggles knock hard on my door
it is high time to let let my knees kiss the floor
with all i am, i pray, "Father, let Thy will be done"


i am planning to master more christian songs :-) yeeha!
i'll start with Made me glad by Hillsong